01.11.10 被世界遗忘の一天

本帅又用华语了，因为我想用英文很难表达我自己吧？

道歉篇：
你以为我不知我自己有多堕落吗？懒到酱的程度，我知道是人也堵拦！每次总在不对的时间才反省自己，太迟了。好，我现在当着全世界人跟你道歉！

我自己的不爽篇：
你也知道当鬼不好受哦？记得哦，每次都是我在角落当空气！不做，不代表我不知；不说，不代表我不懂。自从那天我觉得在家会空虚时，我已经绝望了。不过，你有感觉到吗？不觉得你会。也许叛逆，是我唯一能表达自己的方式。

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来到这边才发觉，原来人类那么现实。虽然一直讲以前很闷，我还是要讲。以前，我总觉得我付出是值得的；现在，你付出多了，会被人当傻瓜。付出要等于利益收获。现在发现，原来当个双面人是那么轻而易举的事。被世界遗忘的人，都知道孤独的恐怖。你偏给我酱的空洞踩，我偏也傻的照踩下去。

我决定了，从今以后，要自私，要够狠，才能保护自己不受伤害。我不会再是那个只会当空气的笨蛋！

好了，停笔停笔。反正你都酱堵拦我了，在此提早有礼得跟你讲搜里吧！尽我还能尽的礼仪。怕等下根本没时间开口又被堵拦了，囧~

25.10.10 A unusual day?

Okay, first at all, Happy Birthday to Bernice Tai, one of my tallest friend haha! ;P

Hm, slept late yesterday, so I sleep in Bio class today. And, I skip Phy class and do my Chem past year at library, in front of computer, of course. Doing 3 things in one time: Do past year, play MouseHunt and listen to music.

After done my past year, finding some interesting thing on fb. Oh well, it's not interesting, instead it's a sad news. The hottest news, Selina, the member of S.H.E is injured by fire incident. It's a very serious injury eh! So, please pray for her! Hopefully she recover fast >.<

Okay, thinking of having dinner now, and I need to buy Vsoy Multigrain for my fella... XD
Pen stops down. Ending song: Stop and Stare by OneRepublic

22.10.10 の A lonely rainy day

Okay, I think I better blog in English as now most of my friends prefer English.

This is what happen to me this afternoon. Going to Chem class, doing sample paper. Just right after the moment I take down my earplug, lightning struck, lol. That's bad news, I didn't bring my umbrella today! But luckily, the rain is just begin so it's not so heavy. I manage to walk back to condo, phew.

Here come an interesting part of today. I finish my class earlier, go back earlier. Suddenly, I remember that Ray always doesn't bring her umbrella to college. So I decide go back home, take another umbrella and fetch her back (without letting her knows about it) because I don't think the rain will stop soon.

Going back to college again, with Green Green. Just right at moment I reach college, I saw her, taking the brochure on her head, lol. I want to pass my umbrella to her, but she said it's okay and run back with her friend. So she didn't take my umbrella, lol. Oh well, Geet and Quin are standing in front of me now, asking me doing what here. How should I answer? Lol, there's too many things I lazy to tell. I don't want people think that I'm a kind person, because I'm not.

This is not the first time I do something intentionally, just for her sake. Don't ask me why I treat her so special, I really don't know at all. At most of the time, I just want to treat my best friends very well, I want to give the best of mine to them. They're really mean a lot to me.

Gee, at night stay at room again, alone. After watching The Lightning Thief, chat with Saiki. I think we face same problem here: Feel being left out. When our secondary years, we used to stick with each other, most of the time. Our bonding is not just like friends, we're just like family! We laugh together, share with each other, sad together. Oh well, I really did miss those time eh...

Pen stops down here, good night. =)

27.08.10 - 整天不在家の公假星期五？

对，就如标题说的，今天是公共假期哦！而且我一整天不在家。。。为什么呢？因为本帅跑到别人的校园去了！不过在出发前，去Subway买了好贵的早餐加午餐（别怀疑，我总是把两餐混为一餐）



其实我还买了杏仁奶茶加珍珠，不过咧，我只能说，YOYO你是最棒的，连这儿的都比不上你，爱属你了！！！

跟负责人的车到了所谓“别人的校园”，这儿超美的哦！有Shopping centre, 酒店与学生宿舍！环境也不错！



是不是咧？哈哈，好羡慕~

等所有人到齐，开始练习了。我们可是穿着日本的和服跳的！今天终于把舞步都练好了，才用几天而已哦！哈哈，在夸教练还是在夸咱们这些学舞的人啊 XD



这个，赞！我最爱的紫色。可惜，不是我的，呜呜。。。哈哈，穿上绑腰的，呼吸困难了XD



我们一直练到晚上，然后又坐上负责人的车去吃晚餐。。。Thank you! 接下来就是偶的晚餐。



这个月我用太多钱了啦，准备当月光族 =.=

下个月的开销应该会减少吧？因为。。。
我要回家了哦！好期待。。。

不过，让我头大的是。。。
大哥，你的礼物我真的不知道要买瞎咪啦 @.@！！！

25.08.10 不爽の星期二+心情好の星期三？

星期二的心情：糟透了。。。



星期三：开心？
“有人形容生命像一路一站又一站漫长的旅行，后来总是想念途中那段最美风景。”
好喜欢这句话的含义。你知道吗？你是我目前为止最美的风景哦！我相信以后也是！



好笑，才隔一天而已，心情差这么大，果然是活在当下的都市人呐！

（都市人又要回现实赶功课了，下线，再见！）

20.08.10 空闲の星期五？

哟！感觉很棒哦！因为啊，这星期该交的作业已经交完了！所以，又放自己几天的假。。。（我哪天不是在放假的！？）

又跟小Ray出去了，最近我们很常在一起哦，因为待在房间实在有够空虚的，会胡思乱想。今晚呢，我们去了“笼的传人”吃晚餐。她请我吃小笼包，很好吃！不过，我吃过的小笼包，用手指也能数出来，冷。过后，又去看衣服了。小Ray买了送给亲戚的礼物，我呢，两手空空，哈哈！本帅最不会就是选衣服了！说真的，我很想买Casual vest，不过小Ray说会过时。。。呜呜。。。买还是不买？？？

结果，逛了酱久，买了护肤品。本帅脸上又长痘了！抗战抗战！



好开心哦，又买到了芝士蛋糕！偶爱上你了！告诉你，咬下去，竟然可以感觉到幸福的感觉！超赞的！



好了，“早”点睡！早安，全世界 =P

15.08.10 一个人在家の周末

这个周末，其实过得又充实又空虚。哈哈，好怪的形容吧？

星期六，被小Ray的讯息叫醒了。然后跟小Ray去看戏。看了《恋爱通告》，故事还蛮有趣的，大明星追一位普通女孩。不知怎么，最近看的戏都与双重身份有关。。。



看完戏后，走去看衣服了。可是，这边的衣服都卖得好贵哦！舍不得花钱，回去再慢慢买吧！逛完，肚子饿了，跑到Toastbox吃午餐。叫了土司和两颗生熟蛋。好怀念生熟蛋哦，好久没吃了，挺好吃的，哈哈！

晚上，跟小Ray去Connexion。又看电影哦！可是讲英文的，没有字幕，有点看不懂，不过大致上懂在讲什么啦。。。哈哈，看来必须现在立刻马上恶补英文了！呜呜。。。回到家，一边看《蜂蜜幸运草》，一边喝啤酒。。。



星期日，下午去了和服表演的练习。这是我第一次做Model哦！而且我是全部人最矮滴！LOL~
这是去年的日本扇。。。



走之前，拍了该学院的照片。。。



晚上，一个人の晚餐。





其实啊，一个人的晚餐，我并不感到孤独，因为我知道在另一边，有着想念我的家人和好朋友。
反而，待在家，会觉得很空虚！

气啊，买不到自己喜欢的日式芝士蛋糕！不要紧啦，下次希望有卖。。。

晚安了各位！姐，大哥，小妹，小弟好想你们哦！好期待下次的约会，我会准备惊喜的，哈哈哈！

10.08.10

很想很想从现实中逃走
始终也只能想想而已

神经最近绷得太紧
面对大家还是被逼摆出笑容
让大家觉得我还是原来的我
又有谁会知道
只有在你面前我才会是我自己

你知道吗？ 最近，我清楚地听到了自己心碎的声音。。。

再不见到你
听不到你的声音
收不到你的消息
我是真的要崩溃了

好想回到以前幸福的生活
即使忙得透不过气
我还有属于我自己的避风港

好了
牢骚发完了
还得回去现实赶功课了

（下线 -- 希望今晚能梦见你）

雨爱

看完了第二遍的《海派甜心》，对雨爱这首歌听上了瘾。觉得丞琳用比较成熟的声音唱，带出了不可思议的感觉。以前不喜欢雨天的我，爱上雨天了。

《雨爱》 杨丞琳

“我不在家里，就在雨里。
不在雨里，就在往雨中的路上。”

窗外的天气
就像是
你多变的表情

下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清

离开你 我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃

听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停

让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

久违的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气
很窒息
我无法呼吸

一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底
让爱消失无息

离开你 我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃

听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴 渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停

让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

窗外的泪滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

“我不在家里，就在雨里。”

31.07.10

好快又到了七月份的尾声了，之后就够我忙了，呵呵。作业，测验，考试 !@#$%^&*

幸好，忙中还能偷乐，哈哈!

星期四，看完了Talentime，去运动了! 只是热身就觉得晕了，太久没运动的后果。。。



星期五，只有一堂下午的课，爽! 晚上去买了火锅的材料~



今天的早餐是两位大师准备的哦! 怎么感觉上我像大少爷了，实在对不起两位!
偶の早餐。。。



对了，今晚有演唱会哦! MTV World Stage，表演的有BunkFace(不知谁来的)，Wonder Girls， Tokio Hotel 和 Katy Perry。之前在排练时，竟然把我从梦中吵醒，有点be song lol。舞台准备当中。。。





晚上，在家里的火锅晚餐!
一边吃，一边听演唱会，顶级享受!







拍了所谓的演唱会，哈哈。好多人，看到了吗?





哈哈，好有趣的七月份!

24.07.10

现在已经是早上四点半了，突然有想要更新部落格的念头。 不知怎么的，最近头脑被烧坏了，彻彻底底被连续剧给烧坏了。

第一部，谈情说案。。。物理至上！



第二部，海派甜心。。。让我一看就看了两遍，囧。



很好笑吧？像我这样的大白疵竟然会沉迷于连续剧，唉！更好笑的是，我曾经很讨厌连续剧，因为它让初中时的我变得极为孤僻。家里没有卫星电视，可是个个朋友都有在追戏。很自然的，他们就堆在一起，难免也把我遗忘掉了。很生气，同时也感到非常寂寞。

对了，我又去戏院看戏了哦！重点推荐，Sorcerer's Apprentice. 一句话，超赞的！歌也很好听。



星期六的早上，被逼从温暖的被窝里爬到学校去，累哦！不过，午餐咱们走到Pyramid吃McD，够闲。



下午，跟老朋友见面。吃了很贵的雪糕。



晚上，一边看戏一边喝我买的第一瓶酒。喝了过后，我竟然脸庞发红，心跳加速。笑~



在此介绍三首歌，英华日都有哦！
- Secret by OneRepublic
- 雨爱 by 杨丞琳
- All In Good Time by 川田まみ

好了，在此停笔。下次再与你分享我的生活点滴 ^.^

22.07.10

Today, finally I pass up all the assignments of this week, but I've finished my Hong Kong drama too, LOL.

Bio class, lecturer gave us see the internal marks. She said well done, but I'm too quiet, haha! Bring a camera to college, take some random photos, for personal collection lol. Camera is such a great tool, always can keep the happy memories, for us to recall in the future.

Go back home, begin to watch Taiwanese drama "Hi sweetheart!" Lol, then walk to Pyramid for movie ^^v We watch "Sorcerer's Apprentice". A very nice movie, recommended! The song is nice too :3

Go back, continue with my drama. Lol, until episode 3, the girl is already fallen in love with the nerd guy. Got some kissing scenes (somehow they said 3 first kiss, LOL XD)

Don't know why after watching their so called third first kiss, weird feelings come to me. Hm, it's like I wanna fall in love with someone? Lol. For me, dating with guy is one of my furthest dream, since I'm small, until now. My friends may think me as a love theory pro, yet I'm not. I just conclude theories, from friends' experiences. Just know the theories, but not practical. I do know that, theories do not applied in relationship. Who can stay rationally in a relationship? But still...

Haihz, whatever. I just know when things happen, they just happen. Anyone also cannot control the situation. Only God can. Okay, after writing all this weird stuff, I've to stop now. If not, I'll keep thinking craps again, zzz.

Rukia: Hope I stay still until the day I meet you.
Seeto: Nii sama! I'm proud that I'm still your best friend even though I study abroad. You're the best friend and best bro ever in my life! Love you XD
Saiki: It makes me relax in whatever situation after I call you haha, do you feel proud? :3

I have a Dream Too!

My version of "I Have a Dream", classwork, original version "I Have a Dream" speech by Martin Luther King Jr.. Make sure you know the risk of reading this :P

I have a dream that one day this nation will achieve unity, no matter what the skin colour is.

Hehe, please do continue... Not so related, I think xD

I have a dream that one day our nation is the first country on parade of Olympics Game.
I have a dream that one day our nation is able to take part in FIFA World Cup.
I have a dream that our nation will be the champion :P
I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day no more traffic jam on the road.
I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day the petrol price won't rise anymore.
This is my hope and faith. With this faith we will be able to make this nation the best of the world.
There will be the day when the name of our nation is remembered by others.

Haha, not funny right? I heard one of my classmate's speech is being changed to chocolate rain, aww that's sweet =)
Somemore got 5 days holiday and 2 days of work HAHAHA!

But unfortunately, it's just a dream zzz......

文章の另一半 陶醉篇

爱情
原来让人那么的陶醉
爱情就像流沙
不管受害者是谁
总是把人牢牢捉着不放

有个男孩
他认为自己可以很清醒
决定不会在爱情迷宫中迷路

有一天
他喜欢上了某个女孩
他一直暗地里默默地为女孩付出
让女孩可以快乐得过每一天

男孩说他很讨厌雨天
每当女孩不开心时
男孩的天空会布满乌云

男孩很努力地做好自己的本分
在男孩眼里
女孩占据很重要的位子
她，就是他的全部
但在女孩眼里
他，只算是她生命中路过的小角色

男孩明知流沙只会越陷越深
然而他却早已把流沙的最低点
当作自己踏着平坦的陆地

希望幸福，不远...





"这是文章的前半部，接下来的就是上次已post过的盲目篇。写这篇文章时，我还是初三。看见身边的朋友，有在谈恋爱的，也有暗恋别人的。一时的感触+灵感，就写成了本帅不像样的处女作啦，哈哈!"

05.06.10 weekend!

Haha, come here to scratching on board again... Teehee!

Today, wake up at 5pm LOL, cos i sleep at 7am hehe. Looking around, home alone again ='( So sms bernice ask whether she go out or not. Woo, she said i can join her outing hahaha. So around 7.30pm, go down and take off to The Curve. That is one of my list of place i wan to go.

Wow, here is reli big. I love the night market, feel so good. We having dinner at Italianies. Lol, here food quite expensive, but the portion is big lah huhuhuhu. But why the drink is so sweet? I wonder they got put extra sugar inside =.=

After dinner, go to playpark. Boys playing snorker. Then we play that "table futsal". Hehe, two gals two boys. Gals win, LOL.

Go back around 11.30. Reach home, eh? My roommate's friends stay outside my unit... Suddenly I realise, it's my roommate's bday! They wanna giv a surprise. Haha, so my supper today is coffee cheese cake! Funny thing, when faus cut her cake, her phone keep ringing xD

The Curve!

Night Street!


Bernice's Appetizer~


My dinner~


Faus's cake!


Make wishes!


She's so happy!

31.05.10

Oh man, how long that I didn't scratching on my diary?

Haihz, exam is coming soon, but I still keep going out. Geez? Nii sama they having holiday now, so syok. Think about holiday, it seems like I rarely can meet my beloved cousins again... Least opportunity.

Everthing is ended, but one thing has begun. Do you know? I miss you every moment, but I know you won't do so. I try to erase memory all about you, but I can't do it... The memories of us just too important for me. Since that day you leave me, I don't really can smile from the bottom of my heart. When I'm alone, here sweet memories come to me. You're the most important in my world, my world is isolated since you leave me.

Well, stupid EALD... Can anyone teach me how to do? I'm not clever as you guys see. Guess what? I don't know my partner's name LOL... Unbelievably, I still find a person that is more silent than me XD

Rukia, nii sama and saiki... I miss you guys so much~ I wish I can hug you everytime I need you guys... You're best family ever =D

To Rukia: I love you and miss you too! HAHAHA
To Nii sama: Yo! Enjoy you holiday... Later I go back I'll boom your kitchen XD
To Saiki: Don't think too much lah, natural is the best... MEOW~ :3

I like this bad guy's grin... XD

22.03.10

woot, long time didn't update oredi neh... Gomenasai~

Last last Wednesday, I still remember how nervous I am, feeling of waiting result >.< Then, next day, all people get their result earlier than me... Make me more nervous... Thanks to result day, I have one more holiday =D I keep calling my mum, but she keep not answer it =.=

I walk back hostel with my friends, stay at my friends' room... Finally, my mum answer my call! Argh, finaaali! After knowing my result, I shout! LOL... Then Rukia is the first sabah friend know about this hahaha~

Go celebrate with my room mate hahaha, I kena spend her leh... Cos I promise her before... We have our dinner at Gasoline >v<~ So syok... After that day, I keep staying at HYPER mood lol XD

SPM result zzz


Faus's soda and my hot green tea~


My first chicken chop XD


Faus~


Me XD

Thanks to God, my family, teachers, friends, last but not least, my dear Kuchikis =)

09.03.10

Today, find out many things that I don't know... Got good things and bad thing too...

Good thing is I can chat with my primary school's friend... Got a little bit an shuang lah, cos newspaper got my name and she saw it, woot~
Bad thing is, I find out that purple house's captain jia vui bf got leukemia...
May God bless him! Make him recover from his sick! Please pray for him!

And, Im nervous about this coming thursday, the feel of waiting is making me headache! I think I gonna sick soon ._.

Found a "new song"... Feel like insomnia, oh~

Today's mood: No specific mood, positive+negative=0

06.03.10 Saturdayz

Well, today I wake up around 3pm... Go buy my brunch at Poolside Cafe, then... PPS! Haha, try to load Fade To Black, cos yesterday it haven't complete yet T.T

Unexpected, Shirley said that we go tomorrow service cos they wanna celebrate Sharon's bday after service... okies, so I can watch finish my Bleach movie ^^

Then after finish watching, I'm thinking of tonite's plan... I think that I will end up with I have my dinner alone... But, faus's friends said that it's raining so their date cancelled. And, faus going to bring me out to Sunway Pyramid lol... We queued up at Zanmai Sushi, wow so many ppl here o.o
Tendon and salmon sushi for my dinner today, woots~

leng zai and leng lui =D

Tendon~


Salmon sushi~


faus's dinner...

After dinner, buy jor half dozen of Shandy =.=

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如果死亡不意味着结束的话，那我们的邂逅也许不是最初吧，也许更加久远以前我们的命运就已经连系着了。连结过一次的牽绊是不会消失的，就算忘记一切了，肯定还有某处是连系着的。

If death does not mean the end, then our encounter may not be the first, perhaps even more distant past, our fates have already connected. Link to tie down once, will not disappear, even if forgotten everything, and surely there is a link somewhere.

This is the line of Ichigo to Rukia in the movie... It touched me =)