WHAT THE FUCK?

CNY, stay at home...I play online game everyday cos i'm too boring...

Here problem comes.
Dad doesn't like me play game. In his mind, computer just for doing serious stuff. So when I play games, he thought that I shall play game and not study at KL too. Hey pls lah? At least has some faith in me ok? Why you just think that I won't study when I bring laptop to KL? I have already made a deal with myself, I will study hard at KL, but when I go back to hometown, I will relax and do anything I want. See? Here you come and say blah blah blah... What the fuck? If you don't have faith in me, if you don't believe that I can discipline myself, JUST DON'T SEND ME TO KL STUDY!!! Let me stay at home so you can control me!

I'm totally pissed off now >=(

11.02.10

Today, physics teacher lets us go one hour earlier... So it makes me too sianz! T.T Okay, it seems like everyday I update my blog...zzz like what seeto said, "u reli veli sienz oh!"

Ra n lulu tomoro will be back to hometown, and I have to go back at Saturday T.Tzzz What I supposed to do tomoro? Online whole day at library and computer lab???

Song of this moment: "Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi" by Tank (May I change the song? xD)

*Changed title: If you were memories
(If you were memories, you're the one that I never forget...)

10.02.10

Monday...
After my class end, walk to pyramid... in the rain =D
Eat sushi king with faus... Got a feeling called "xing fu" when having Japanese food!

Tuesday...
Guess what, it's first time I escape my moral studies! Dang, after showering, go to pyramid and cut my hair... Cut by a senior stylist, quiet expensive huh @.@
A beginner wash my hair, feeling so good... Got massage my head lol... Later, the senior come out and ask what style I wan to cut... When he cut my hair, he keep chatting with me lol. Hehe, both junior and senior having good-looking face xD
After cut my hair, I go buy new shoes... And also my hair stuff, Loreal Gel-Paste and Gatsby Super Hard Styling Spray... Dinner? Kenny Rogers lol... Spend too much today @.@ But at night, got ppl spend us eat Haagen-Dazs =D

Today...
I wake up earlier, to study and styling my hair lol. I end up with faus help me styling @.@
Then, go to school, all my classmates so shocked with my new hair style =D... Later want go to church =)
Yea, I'm feeling good with my hair now, so leng zai already~ Lalala, later go back I'll let my kuchiki members see it xD

Start to have a good life in college... Dar no need worry about me, I have recover! Miss you and love you, Kuchikies!

05.02.10

Today morning, i have a weird dream... About I was late for ELD class... lol, but luckily it's not true... phew~

After school, I call my nii sama haha, talking to her make me feel like im back to ttss~ feeling good! Haha, she waiting for her 1500m... Same as me, she get 3rd in 400m heat! Of course lah, she is my bro mah. And...Orange Jips' captains got champion in captain 4x100m! Gratz to u guys!

To yellos' captain, u're good too =)

At library, chat with many ppl... fb-ing... Haha, saiki's wee's new pet call Kai lol... so kawaii... As hyper active as me =D Updating my blog... But I think my updating speed is ultimately fast @.@!!!

Haihz, I'm totally died now... Somebody help me! Wah~~~ more died than exhausted!

You, get lost from my sight!

04.02.10

Dang, guess wat... I slept at 5am today LOLz... I kept sms my friends and wish them gambateh in sport meet! Wow, so many ppl wake up ady... They need to prepare at the camp... Xing ku ni men le!

In the morning, I still wanna sleep wakaka... But finally I got myself out from the bed xD... Morning, go to math 3a3b. It's miracle cos I didn't sleep today haha. then go back to hostel and try to sleep... But I do some stuff instead of sleeping. I wrap my books muahaha... After that, go to ra n lulu's room to straighten my hair (like wat they said, i'm too obsessed with that thing xD)

Hm, nearly late for bio class, but ms. priya is late too. Next is physics lesson... I slept! lols... I'm too tired? maybe... I sms during lesson, chat with seeto and saiki. Then... mou mou person said that i'm man... (ahem, if tat praise from my other friends I would accept it, but... IT'S WEIRD! when that is said by someone, dang!)

Today my goal is achieved I think. I got talk with vic a bit... haha, good beginning and progress... I should talk more with my classmate... gambateh ne!

Turning point: 04 FEB 2010

盲目篇（对我而言，可不是盲目，不过我不会用词形容）

有个女孩
她做每一件事都很认真
在爱情中也不例外

一天
有个男孩追求这女孩
不久女孩被打动了
男孩对女孩许下了承诺
说她是他的唯一
女孩把这些话都听进了心里

过不久
男孩的小道消息传到了女孩的耳里
男孩的伪装
让这原来甜蜜有单纯的爱情动摇了
不过
女孩还是照样付出100%的真心
女孩相信男孩总有一天会向她坦白
回到她身边

对女孩而言
这爱情虽然不稳定
但她相信真心可以打动对方

女孩在爱情流沙不停地下陷
虽然有剧毒的蝎子
但她并不打算要逃避
女孩相信
奇迹一定会发生
不远。。。

*If you have read this before, yea you read it at bejingzai's blog... And this passage is written by me, specially for her. This is first part of the whole passage lol, another part at my hometown @.@
Hope bejingzai "xing fu" in all her relationship...

02.02.10

Yesterday, my nose was blocked... make me like...wah! Can't sleep @.@

Today... Moral studies... got much ppl escape because tonite is twilight freshie night... I dun go because dun know do wat at thr...

During moral studies... a person open our rock concert page, and... he open his page to approve my friend request... Guess what, my face appear on the screen... i was like "what the heck!"
Argh... to soi saje =.=

Today my mood kinda swing... When senior 2, there's got many frens who crazy with me... and therefore I'm dare to socialise with others. Now, I've tired of socialising. I feel like want to live in my own world. My other self keep trying to cheer up, but it's too many things happen and make me lost my courages. Can anyone tell me, what should I do?

And.. it seems like someone is avoiding me... To that person, hey what the heck are you doing huh? My brain pop out this kind of mood lol... To that person, I said sorry if you think my mood is too swing... I can't even control it... You know why I'm angry? Not because you didin't let me online or play your computer... Is because your friend joking on me! At the time, my mind just pop out "why i'm joked by ppl? Why is me? is it because i'm the odd one?" Don't blame me on having this kind of thinking... it just because I have an worse memories when I'm junior... All I want to say, sorry...
I'm tired, really...

During my blog writing, my classmate chat with me... First time ever LOL. It's a good start right? Begin to socialising with ppl, although I'm exhausted sometimes @.@

Okay, stop writing. I'm hungry already xD

01.02.10

Today is Feb jor, my 2nd month at college...

I'm started to busy now... I didn't sleep during my break... I go to library do some research and fb-ing xD
Trying to sort things out soon =)

Last Saturday, chat with my dear rukia haha... "accidentally" intro my room mate to her... muahahaha... anyway, thx rukia for supporting me everytime... And hope your sick get away faster =)
btw, I'm now sick too =.=

Today kinda surprise, i found tat Carmen Tan is actually same room with me if I haven't transfer to Joanne's room lol...

This week, my room mate will be exam soon, so I think her mood gonna fire up a bit, and I gonna in "danger" maybe... Anyway, jyjy to faus =)

Hmm... It's gonna sport meet soon... To all Orange Jips, gambateh and do your best! Although I can't involved or help you guys... I'm still support you guys! I love Orange House very much!